My blessing started when you said ‘hello’.
People said that blessing have many forms.
It can be; wealth, prosperity, freedom, happiness, peace, family, getting your dream job, win lottery — you name it, call whatever you want.
On top of that, I think — I know — I got the most special blessing of all people.
My blessing are forever. My blessing are irreplaceable. My blessing are what I prayed for from the last 22 years.
It’s you.
I am willing to do that much for you and only you.
Even that you told me all of your darkness, I will always look at you as you are my sun, my source of lights.
Even at Jannah, I will beg to God to meet us again as lovers.
I, really don’t know what did I do in my past lifetime, or in my alternate reality, or in the future, or whoever prayed for me that Allah gives me the blessing that way more that I could ever asked for and deserve that I will forever be grateful and cherish all my life.
My blessings are that I get to marry you — someone that I truly love and adore,
I got to cherish all my lifeline with you,
I got to made decision at 22 which led me to you,
I got to make a family with you,
I got to adore you every single second of my life.
I, am the most blessed person.
I know I would’ve find you in every timeline — even when you’re an ant, a bird, a soldier at 1203, a cat — you will always be my timeless lover.
Do you remember Meidstartd? We danced all up until midnight. Tons of songs. Tons of movies Endless memories. Our remark of love was shared within that place.
There never was a cloudy day.
I will always, always will make efforts
to show you that you are the BEST blessing that I have.
to show you that you deserve all the happiness in this world.
to show you’re damn special.
to show that I’m gonna love you til our hair turns to gray and afterlife at Jannah.
to show that especially at Jannah, I don’t want anyone else but you.
to show to Allah that you will always be taken care of me.
to show that I will always pray that your happiness will always be as thalassic as the river at Jannah.
to show that I’d literally, actually, willingly, die for you.
to show that you’re the most loved person in my lifeline.
to show that my heart, love, and happiness will forever be you.
Mas Delfi, my husband…
you are my eternal blessing.
I hope you always get your happiest in the whole world because you truly deserve it. I hope, everytime and every multiverse, I’m your wife and we are soulmate. I hope, I always can bring you happiness and love that you always deserve.
I love you, mas Delfi, til Jannah.
